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Blue Heron Above Me

by Bombshell Nightlight

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1.
New Shoes 01:29
I walked the halls of highschool in my shoes but I lost them every couple of years sometimes I’ll dream so hard I’ll cry but I’ve come back down at least a million times Is this everything that I wanted? Is this everything that I wanted? Is this everything that I wanted? Ohhhh I moved to new york looking for a new me I knew I’d find one eventually but I sat there staring at the road ahead am I sleeping, dreaming in the things I’ve said Is this everything that I wanted? Is this everything that I wanted? Is this all that I hoped for? Ohhhh And I never thought I’d find myself back here and staying put for a couple of years but I’ve found I love these shoes I’m in and all the places that they’ve been
2.
A Fall Again 05:25
I’ve felt this before and I’ve dealt with this before I don’t know if I can do it again I don’t think I was made for this time of the year things are changing they break down and fall out of gear and so lay me down, rake all the leaves on me you can take me out when I feel okay Light is waning like I do when I am afraid moving backwards away from the progress it made and so lay me down, rake all the leaves on me I can feel you changing, won’t you be with me You would think I would notice if I wasn’t here basic things like that don’t always end up so clear I should be able to deal with this all on my own sometimes it’s not that simple I don’t think I was made for this time of the year people come and they go but they don’t disappear and so lay me down, rake all the leaves on me I can feel you changing, away from me and so lay me down, rake all the leaves on me I can feel you changing, away from me I’ve felt this before and I’ve dealt with this before I don’t know if I can do it again I’ve felt this before and I’ve dealt with this before I don’t know if I can do it again I’ve felt this before and I’ve dealt with this before I don’t know if I can do it again I’ve felt this before and I’ve dealt with this before I don’t know if I can do it again {voicemail} “hey jon this is mitchell, I’m probably catching you at a bad time again, I’m not sure if you’re in new york, or seattle or montana so i’m not exactly sure what time it is over there for you um, but anyways I’m just trying to give you a call see what’s going on maybe i’ll try tomorrow I guess it’s saturday night so you’re probably out doing something maybe sunday night would be better um but yeah hope all is well and hope that I can get ahold of you tomorrow alright talk to you soon, bye”
3.
{ I don’t see the difference no one’s gone forever swimming in a pool of memories i don’t see the reason no one lasts forever ...} The other day I missed your death day I don’t know how it happened must’ve blown right by in a busy way It got me thinking about your life that day in the hospital when you talked to us all one on one Don’t know if I see a glass half full or empty but I’m turning twenty six this year we lost you thirteen years ago I don’t know why but I find that it’s a comfort knowing till my next birthday you’ll have been in my life for most of it You might think I’m a lonely heart but I’ve actually got a full one feeling love from every angle today It might look like a troubled art but this kind of thing is good for me my own kind of therapy Sat down today and I wanted to write a happy song but I only ever think of melodies in a minor key Sat down today didn’t want to write a slow song but I listen to so much music that is sad in a beautiful way
4.
Slow Burner 03:49
I drove my car too slow today at least the people behind me thought so a restless honk never feels good makes me question what I’m doing oh I met a new person today I didn’t know how to show who I am oh this kind of thing can be so confusing I keep so much of myself beneath the ground Another month went by today I didn’t do all the things that I said I would do this time I fear that I’m losing the drive that would keep me moving oh but I’m a slow burner I’m a slow burner I take my time, it takes time, it takes time I take my time, it takes time, it takes time but I’m a slow burner I’m a slow burner I take my time, it takes time, it takes time I take my time, it takes time, it takes time ‘cause I’m a slow burner oh I’m a slow burner I take my time, takes time, it takes time I take my time, takes time, it takes time I’m a slow burner I’m a slow burner I take my time, takes time, it takes time I take my time, takes time, it takes time
5.
Walk Light 03:16
I almost missed the walk light ‘cause I was staring at my phone and then I lost the train of thought I had before My mind is going places but they’re scattered across the world and now I notice the people staring from their cars I don’t wanna be on my phone every time I think i’ve got a second I don’t wanna look at my phone every chance my brain would have to wander out there I didn’t end up running ‘cause I opened up my phone and the app told me it was supposed to rain I made a list of groceries but I left it back at home and now I’m staring into space in aisle four I don’t wanna be on my phone every time I think i’ve got a second I don’t wanna look at my phone every chance my brain would have to wander out there
6.
I’ve been trying to write this song for a long time but I haven’t sat down in a minute Cold air brings my head back down to the ground I’ve been running in circles with the crickets This time fall is a welcome breath I can breathe now the colors shifting moving forward Bring your leaves to my house I’m building a castle and I want my friends to jump in it I’d been trying to talk to you for a long time and I am so glad that I did it
7.
Green pt. 1 04:05
{train creaking} If you think that I’m crying for you I’m dying for you you know I’m not the one who shows it on my sleeve I’m sick and tired of being on my own I’m so damn over talking on the phone Today I found your clothing tucked against the wall took me out of my day and back into it all I almost called you on the telephone I wanted to tell you that I felt it all again I remember I called you from the brooklyn shore didn’t think I could handle doing any more I thought I wanted to be on my own I felt so far from you on the phone Last time I saw you I didn’t feel like I was there always comes with everything we have to bear I can’t control the feelings on my own I’ll never know if I should be alone again
8.
Green pt. 2 02:08
I’ve been trying to understand myself today can’t keep hiding from it all don’t wanna live my life that way Insecurities will always live in me wrap me up into a ball don’t wanna let them take their toll on me Oh ‘cause I wanna learn things from the good people the warmest ones that make you feel like your best self I wanna build my life up like an old building that doesn’t crumble down on me I’ve been trying to untangle my thoughts today I wanna have the room to think don’t wanna to tangle anymore Peace of mind is what I want in the simplest form I wanna know the ones I love and I hope they feel it from me too Oh ‘cause I wanna learn things from the good people the warmest ones that make you feel like your best self I wanna build my life up like an old building that doesn’t crumble down on me
9.
Matt 06:15
{the stream} My cousin died the other day don’t think I can make the funeral dammit i’ve missed quite a few of those write a song about it as i sit across the country It makes me think of when Grandpa died and I was too caught up in highschool or maybe it was just that our family was strewn apart trying to collect our pieces after dad died Or was that Nonnie’s funeral it all blurs together now everything all at once and everyone that I know someday will die but funerals are just so sad sometimes it crushes my heart sometimes it’s okay Bob had a nice memorial so many stories came out such a rich life so many lives I’ll be thinking about you Matt I know you struggled but the last time that I saw you you were playing guitar in a bright room with your family we always loved you and we always will I’m so glad I got to see you that day the whole family got to see you you really seemed to be coming along climbing your way back up I know it couldn’t have been easy it must have been so hard life can be so hard feeling everything all at once life can be so hard feeling everything all at once life can be so hard feeling everything all at once life can be so hard feeling everything all at once {the stream}
10.
It’s okay to have a slow day where you struggle to get up and eat Wipe off your shoulders of all that pressure all your expectations and dreams ‘Cause not today and that’s okay gotta get back on your feet It’s okay to have a slow day where you struggle to get up and eat
11.
New Sheets 04:17
{sound machine (ocean)} {sound machine (summer)} I don’t like to think of anything as boring I don’t like to have it as a possibility We spent a lot of time staring at a blank wall I think it was good for our creativity ({ I }) I like the lines on my sheets They let me know which way they go ({ You }) You’re like the lines on my sheets You help me know which way I’m supposed to go Get in bed and turn on sounds of summer I almost lose track of how cold it really is Sweep the floor and listen to a great song I drift in to a new clean reality ({ I }) I like the lines on my sheets They let me know which way they go ({ You }) You’re like the lines on my sheets You help me know which way I’m supposed to go

about

I recorded much of this album up at the house that I grew up in outside of Helena, MT. The house is full of memories of my childhood, my family, and my father. It was a neat time to be back there all by myself. During this week of recording, a Blue Heron kept watch over me, flying over the house to the lake above. I felt its presence above me that week. I felt my father, and I felt the constant support of my entire family helping guide me along. This album is essentially a journal of the ups and downs of my early and mid 20s; life transitions, breakups, grief, depression, and a wonderful relationship. Throughout these years I have always felt this supportive presence above me from my dad, my family, and my friends - the Blue Heron flying over. Thank you all so much for this love and support - I am forever grateful. <3

credits

released December 4, 2020

Recorded at the Grizzly Gulch House in Helena, MT and at home on Willow Street in Missoula, MT

Mixed and mastered by M Deetz in Olympia, WA

All songs written / recorded by Jon Cardiello

Featuring wonderful friends and family:

- Rachael Cardiello - vocals and viola (1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 8)
- Sanders Smith - guitar and clarinet (1, 2, 10, 11)
- Cassie Smith - vocals (8, 11)
- Mitchell Robert - voicemail (2)
- Emily Kaplan - vocals (5)
- Theresa Cardiello - flute (6)
- Maxy Dutcher - synths (9)

More music from the above friends/fam:
this-is-zinnia.bandcamp.com
tidalmouth.bandcamp.com
rachaelcardiello.bandcamp.com/album/warm-electric-winter
softmaybe.bandcamp.com/releases
wrinklesrock.bandcamp.com/releases
anythingbagel.bandcamp.com/album/relatable-content
emviolet.bandcamp.com
modernarecords.bandcamp.com/album/blocks

Huge thanks to the Thank you for listening! :)

Album art by Jon Cardiello

Also can be found at:
bombshellnightlight.bandcamp.com

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